Monday, October 26, 2009

Live for me....

I am going to live for me each and every minute.... will be happy always ... throw away the sad things.... do whatever i wish ... Live for my aathma ;)... Early morning drive with pulsar,  At office Listening old melodious songs at background & writing java program when no one around me ... who gets this like me ??? .. Yesterday I talked to my friend Michael  who is in U.S...
                I like to say that u light ghee lamps for ur parents .... You are telling lie always .. dono which one is true .... In office u said that ur mother is not well .. believe all are fine now and live happily...

1. Fulfill their wish ... they don't say until we ask personaly
2. Ask them to light lamp...if they don't like then u do ....

You know, yesterday I saw a small girl is lighting lamp at temple .... I am going to light 1008 lamps at lord parvati lotus feet for clearing my bad karma .... I said earlier that i light together with lotus... But my wish dont happen, so i am going to light alone ....

[I will make my wife to write in this blog .. I will make her to understand me ... l will say everything about lotus to her ... lotus is not even talking, full of fear in mind.. I asked her to keep remember the name 'lord dhanvantiri' but no reply .... don't worry lotus i am good only, not trying to convince you to love.... I am thinking that your family is also mine... andha paasam dhaan ... nothing else .. Hope i do archanai to ur name till my end of life with my wife support ... I remember the word you said " who are you for me to understand ? You are nothing for me " ... One day you itself erase this word from my mind !!]

I couldn't bring my father to devotional... it's his menatlity... cant force him...


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