Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Thanks to lord Ayappan

Request #3 is resolved by lord ayappan.... I can't imagine his wish... my sister was suffering a lot in financial problem.... no one is ready to buy her house as required to settle the borrowed money from bank bcoz of several issues... within 3 days, lord ayyapan solved the issue.... He is really a powerful god .... Thank you Ayyappa... "Swami Saranam Ayyappa" - Sarana Ghosa Priyaney saranam ayyappa... Hope he will resolve the wish #1 A.s.a.p which fulfills my life....

Yesterday while leaving from office...on the ascendas way .. Tharseyala i saw lotus in a cab, but i didn;t stop my bike... She was filling cab entry details.... and i think she is in white dress.... nowadays she is going home very late from office.... more work it seems...


Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Sabarimalai yaatra

Sabarimalai yaatra...

On friday, we departed to sabarimalai from mahalingapuram ayyapan temple... At this temple more than 500 devotees took irumudi on their head which contains coconuts filled with ghee, abhishegam, rice and avul.... we are one among them.... I had 2 coconuts with ghee .... "Nei abishegam swamiku, karpoora deepam swamiku" ... It was excellent to hear ayyapan saranam all over the temple.... without devotion and love, Life is nothing ... Small Kids also wearing maalai and taking irumudi.... Last time, Unnikrishnan came in our train to sabarimalai next to our coach.... Most of the passengers are devotees.... Train flagged to start at 3:45 with decorating flowers at windows...



Train reached kottayam at early morning 4.10 and we took cab and reached bambai river (foot of sabarimalai).... There we took bath and started climbing the hill with irumudi on head.... I and another devotee took forest path which is quite easy to reach 'saram kothi'.... This is the place where kanni swami(first year ayyapan devotee) fire crackers to inform ayyapan that he touched sabarimalai for the first time...there is a story behind this.... Then we walked another 3 k.m and reached sabarimalai at 11:40 a.m.... directly went to the abode of lord ayyapan without taking rest and had excellent dharsan.....


My first prayer to him is that "Engala serthu vai with the permission of lord parvathi, lotus is sakthi for me...."

1. Engala serthu vai (Lotus & Ramesh) - With the aashirvadam of lord parvati
2. GP to have a good life partner
3. Financial support to my sister and forgive her for my mother
4. Good Health for a girl family
5. To be always happy as like GP
6. Be devotional to god and reach spiritual world with lotus
7. Clear bad Karma which is the reason for suffering in material world


Heavy rain after the dharsan.... we didn't get room to stay till 5.00 p.m and atlast got a devasthanam room to refresh .... then we took the ghee from all coconuts and put it in a container for ayyapan abhishegam... by this time padi poojai was happening that we couldn't see as we were busy with poojai and bajanai at room.... Then we came back to temple for .... Again had dharsan and i prayed for lotus and my sister.... next day morning took the ghee and gave to temple for abhishegam.... it was excellent to see the ghee abhishegam as he likes very much.... I explained him everything that how much i love lotus .... He knows well about me and lotus ... "Swami saranam" ... Only lotus can bring devotional spirit to me.... Her voice has the power of lord saraswati.... I will take her to lord brahma and saraswati after this material world.....

While returning, I took photos of 18 holy steps....




On the way, It looks nice to see the small kids saying sarana ghosam along with her father.... I missed these things, since i am the first coming to sabarimalai in my family... Aged people are coming in dholi... Dholi its a human carrier to take the person to top of the hill .. 4 people carry them on their shoulder .... return back to chennai on sunday morning with prasadham ... I gave prasadham to all my friends except lotus ... but she talked to me in same-time regarding an issue... couldn't send prasadam thru same-time window ;-) ... while taking prasadam GP said that my desk is neat and looks nice seeing srimadhi radha rani wallpaper @ desk .... Its all in gods hand to marry you ... yesterday RAD was installed in my system, but dont have time to work as i am working in other projects.... At this time, I need lotus support but unlucky to hear her voice .... i will concentrate in work having lotus in mind ... i could only speak to fish & god..

Monday, I went to dhandeeswaram temple and i could see smile on saraswati face... 1 more think i noticed that her eyes looked like lotus eyes...(mehl imai moodikondu siraiyadhai vilighalai thirapadhu)

Coming sunday is saraswati poojai, i am going home and couldn't see lord saraswati here.. Tomorrow, i will go to pothys and take "aparna silk saree" for her .. I  will give this saree to temple and go home... It's a special day for lotus ... Hey lotus...Ask your mother to celebrate this day well and tell her that 'lord saraswati is your divine mother'

Lotus will you wear white dress on this day ???

ஆடும் வேலை உன் வேலையே ஆடிட வைப்பது உன் வீணையே, ஆடும் பாதம் உன் பாதமே அபிநயம் யாவும் உனதுபயம் ...



Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Do lotus leave ?

Heard from some one that Lotus will be going to put paper on november ;-(( ...
I dont know what is going on in her life .. life is full of mystery...Today I read arun blog & orkut prf(lotus brother)...it's nice......I invited long back as friend, but he rejected..might he knew abt me...

Tomorrow, we will be starting to sabarimala at mahalingapuram ayyapan temple... taking irumudi .... Today, i was crying in bathroom not able to control the feelings...it's terrible...Swamiyeh...saranam ayappa... Not even able to read the ayappan slokas ....Please save me lord ayyapa.... Kindly forgive me the past karmas !!!


Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Thiruchendur Murugan

I went to tuticorin to attend the ayyappan poojai...i was running to catch the train at 7.30...on the way while running, i was hit by the cement slab at park station platform...caught the train at 7:29..never had run before like this to catch the train.. On saturday, bought lotus flowers for the 18 holy steps...Jasmine flowers for our poojai room...Evening, I went to temple and did archanai(kungumam) to lord parvati devi, while my mother read 108 slokas..This is the temple where people can do archanai infront of(near) god...then did aarathi...Long back i did kumkum archanai while studying college/school...My mother is doing 108 archanai daily during my vridham... 2 weeks back, She did 108 water abishegam(Kinatru neer iraithu) to lord vinayaga(home idol), since she had a dream that lord vinayaga asked to do abishegam to him.... She told me that lord ganesh will help me for marriage as he helped for lord muruga.... No one get a good mother like me...I am not doing anything for her..But i will take care of her better...

next day sunday, we had padi poojai....did flower & kumkum archanai and also it was excellent by singing devotional songs at home...It will be more excellent to see the 18 steps padi poojai at sabarimalai.... rain also drizzle water flowers at that time... then after lunch, we went to tiruchendur temple.... I prayed to lord muruga and said that as you know about lotus very much and she is a sakthi for me....you & lord ganesh helped her in project ;) and your peacock is her friend .... she is controlling my mind and with parvati wish, engala serthu vai... I like to sing the song "Kandha sasti kavasam" with her infront of you... My devotional spirit is with her ....I like to pass this material world with the help of her to the spiritual world(goloka vrindhavan)...two times had dharsan of lord murugan very closely...



I took snaps of the temple with my 7210 mobile camera... then return back to home to catch the train for chennai.....



We are going to sabarimalai on 17th thursday... Last time i got star award and erased the bad name... This time I believe that he will bring changes in my life...I will remind him the wish that i had last year "my mother has to take aarathi to lotus with that archanai thattu(last time took at elam) when she enters our home as marumaghal"....

if there is next birth, I shouldn't fall in love with anyone .... I should have more knowledge... As a good child of a mother... Little bit devotion... Do good for people.. Build as much temples ... Help people to clear the bad karma and feel them happy to live in this material world with the help of god.... Once all my karma burns(no birth cycle), I would like to help lord parvati as like "Adihalar, Saibaaba, Jesus" for bringing back the people from material world to spiritual world... This is not a simple task.... We can't even good enough to touch their feet..... AA.m i saying just for sake dono.... Atleast i can make people to light ghee lamps to clear bad karma....I have love on god which makes me to talk like this....

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

Deployed EJB in websphere appln server

On sunday evening, we did padi poojai for ayappan at home.... It was excellent to see the ghee lamps at 18 holy foot steps... "Swami saranam Ayappa saranam" .. did archanai with bunch of flowers ... poojai like this at home is good ... Next year definetly we will have this poojai at my home... coming week end we are having the same poojai at tuticorin(friend home).... I will be taking incharge to decorate the footsteps with flowers.... this brings spiritual to the home.... Daily when i see lord saraswati photo, i pray her to give me knowledge as well as to take care of her child lotus... Her smile face looks pretty ... She is the mother of lotus who exactly looks like her... lotus has sound knowledge as well as singing talent.... Hey lotus sing a song "Sri Saraswati namastubyam...." for lord saraswati

Lyrics, i like in this song ...
எழுதும் வேலை என் வேலை என்றது உந்தன் கை வீணை அகிலம் போற்றும் கலைவாணி அபயம் என்றால் துணை வா நீ

பாடும் வேளை என் வேலையே பகன்றது உந்தன் பொன் வீணையே நாவில் சரஸ்வதி புகுந்தாயே நமஸ்கரிப்பேனே என் தாயே


Today, I have successfully deployed EJB in webshpere...It's the mile stone 1 k.m ;).. I didn't get time to study during this week-end due to prod issue on friday night....virus also impacted my system...of these struggles, finally deployed java in websphere.....Java applications are somewhat complication than microsoft .net technologies...



Websphere




Sunday, September 06, 2009

Ayappan Poojai

Welcome to Ayappan Poojai.... Today we are having ayappan poojai at one of the swamy house at chennai... last time i didn't partcipate... They keep 18 steps and lord ayappan and do poojas... I dont know much about this, since in my family i am the first going to sabarimalai.... Next year we will do ayappan poojai at our home (sweet home tuticorin)

lotus(Tulsi devi)....You are welcome !



Friday, September 04, 2009

Fish

1/2 day worked for the issue... didn't put cc to me... dono email etiquetes.. this disrespects me ... It's my fate... can't understand girls behaviour.. is this happens only for me ?? But i always be same respect others work.. got upset and  went to see the fishes in cafeteria...they don't expect anything like human being...adhu naallah saapitu thoongum.... ippavey naan fishaah maaridavaah nu keten...adhu alagha thookatila thaneeril  thavalndathu... I can deliver my sohangal to fish only... Happy fish

அனல் காற்றுக்கு ஜன்னல் மூடியே இருக்கலாம் ...

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Instant Message and Java

[1 good news and 1 bad news]

Today i went to office by 2'o clock afternoon... On the way vinayagha temple is there.... riding at bike, i asked him that why lotus still disabled my name in same-time ?? and answered him that she never enable that.....kehtall enaku theriyaadhunu solvall... When i reach office, i saw a mail from lotus for solving an issue... after a while a message is coming from same time to trace the module. [we would say that she is selfish, doing this only to solve her project issue, But i don't think like that .. she is a good girl and it's my fate that i have to suffer till this time..] I am not even able to type selfish word against her... bcoz she is diamond !!
(; Today I thought that she will again disable, but didn't do that .. good ;) Jannal valiyeh Thendraluku thadai illai .... Lyrics eludhalaam ;) .... No only Ayappan !
1 week back lotus came in my dream [dream: lotus kaal en mel patadhu, ayaapan midhikaadhe endru sonnen, udaney kopithu kondu poi vitaal] People call a person who put maalai for sabarimalai temple as 'ayappan'.... Bcoz those are all think, sing song and do all activities for ayappan only... and hence don't have material thoughts in their mind... It is difficult to control the mind... some times deviate from spiritual to material...Hence we pray daily to forgive the things which we did eventually or mistakenly....

Lord ganesh at last listened my words with his huge Ear...i am keeeping him(clay ganesh) still in my poojai room...have to put in sea...i don't talk to him as much as to other gods.. Thanks ganesh... Even this happiness didn't satisfy my mind today...bcoz of another news..

Yes I am not involved in the java project...I thought that they will include me as a devloper while coding... They have taken 1 from my team TPS and another resource from other team...it's confirmed and I was totally upset today...very much sad.. I am not happy even lotus talked in IM after long days(Yr's)...

Today, I was in the conference call as a passive listener... Ching Yaang is a Java SME who is guiding the team ... I like to talk with her regarding the Java Implementation, but i am inactive...

Don't know whether they will install java in my system to acess zaap machine in mainframe.... But i installed all the applications(websphere app server, data studio, eclipse, db2 v9) in my home laptop ... the thing is that my java code is running only in windows macine ;( .. when it will run in mainframe ?? I prove

I am studying Java at night and sleeping only for 6 hrs....I will show them that how i am capable....complete the certification soon and update knowledge on all technologies related to Java on z/os...No one can realize my feelings... I said this to GP...she told that they are giving opportunity to others... Technology dhaahaam... In college my nick name is Dennis Ritchie...who know this ??

Plants and Trees

Trees and plants looks beautiful after the rain... I would like to be the green leaves... In office, some times I go to cafeteria and look at the fishes which looks beautiful and their movements bring calm to mind... I talk to them as a friend.. Today I feel like lonely... dono the reason ;)

Web Album - Photos of Mayavaram Trip
Mayavram Trip

I am playing Java with Data studio, Eclipse to explore the zAAP engine in mainframe[hehehe ... in laptop only ;) I am not Billgates to buy mainframe]. Even though i am not involved in the project, I am working to get involve with the new trends in mainframe.... sometimes lonely feeling kills me ... why this mind requires a support ??

கடல் தாண்டும் பறவைக் கெல்லாம் இளைப்பாற இடமே இல்லை சளைக்காமலே கண்டம் தாண்டுமே ...