Hope

After long days... i am writing this blog....This is the place where i can offload the things in my mind, since lotus is here in this blog...she gives me relaxation.... I couldn't write the things happened in these days in the blog...Still i have the hope on lord parvati words that lotus is my life and she will marry me...only god can realize the pain that i feel ;-)

My parents are ready to talk for me...... how great they are ??..my mother said everything about me to lotus....everything is true, i don't know how lotus takes these words.... I am like lord parvati who waits for lord shiva...same like i will wait for lotus aparna ...lotus, I will take care of your parents too... I pray to god lord dhanvantri for your father to get well soon....You please light lamp atleast on friday in Marundeeswarar temple... I can give you my life itself for you lotus and i need your voice... It's energy for me, is the only eternal happiness that i need through out the life..... I see girls coming in white dress, but not so pretty like lotus..

"You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her"