Wednesday, August 27, 2008

SAAMIYE SARANAM AYYAPPA

SAAMIYE SARANAM AYYAPPA SAAMY SARANAM AYYAPPA SARANAM

Two weeks went fine...Project is going fine....i have clocked nearly 57 hrs during last week...I should work like this.....Thanks to lord ayappan...still mind needs more control...Hope he gives me
sakthi to control all the senses from this material world...This will be a good experience for me..
I like to go to sabarimalai during january to see mahara jodhi ...

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Swami saranam !!!


Swami saranam !!!

August 13th....Today i put tulasi maalai at ayyapan temple velacherry and started austerity for 36 day's to see lord ayyapan at sabari malai on 19th september... Also I was very happy at office today....This is the first time going to sabarimalai, so people call me as 'kanni saami'...my mother is going to temple twice per day and doing kumkum archanai to lord parvati...

One has to go to worship god two times per day after bath...only veg food...The mind should be very pure...bcoz ayyapan himself stay within the heart... Every one will call him as swami 'ayyapa'.

Myself see lord ayappan as krishna

Sunday, August 10, 2008

idhe paasam eppavum iruka vendum

பாலைவனம் ஆன என் வாழ்கையை சோலைவனம் ஆக்குவேன்

I will become rich... money is everything in this world. Lotus is radha rani, so she should be live with luxory

Friday i talked to her.... she is still in the same position thinking that i was disturbing her ...Mother's postition is difficult than the child position .. i am in mother's position ... paasam vaithu vitten ... kulandhai avaluku puriya villai...
"idhe paasam eppavum iruka vendum"

I can't forget the above word said by parvati devi... ... Then how can i be able to forget her ?? idha sodhika dhaan parvati aval ennai sodhikiraal... ... i can't love anyother person in this world or external world ... I am keep stressing this bcoz of lord parvati

nAAN Thaamaraiyai devadhai maadhiri paarthukolven...bcoz i know the suffering of women and also keep my mother word...she is like a kid



will tell my love to my mother after 18th sept.... . During these days, i hope she understands me and accepts the love.. Then i show my kavidhai and writings of lotus in this blog to lotus ....Hope she knows tamil to read.

After a month, i went to dhandeeswaram temple to see lord saraswati, karunaambigai with lotus flowers ...

I am going to put maalai for sabari malai ayyapan temple on this week 13th august and go to temple on 18th september..These days the mind should be very pure, no thoughts about desires, love etc ... These days the mind will be very happy, it's like meditating the mind...giving rest to uncontrol mind...free from material world...This is the first time that i am going to put maalai for ayyapan temple...usually people take vridham for 41 days...I am taking for 35 days...it's ok

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ayyappan#The_Austerities

i like my name bcoz
Ram + esh - ramesh
Ram -> Lord Rama
Esh -> Lord Easwaran (shiva)

I like brahma tooo.....so he also in my name Brahma
Lord ayyapan was born with the power of lord krishna and shiva ...

Thursday, August 07, 2008

Hash is for lotus

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This hash symbol looks beautiful....No time to write kavidhai....so this hash symbols
represent my love to lotus....Even though tons of work on my shoulder...my heart always thinks about lotus .... why ? If she didn't come to office for a day, then that day is terrible for me to work.........love is pain but it's beautiful

Friday, August 01, 2008

Libra with Gemini

Libra horoscope is good for this year...and for me 'gemini' is little bit good for this year...time will come for the match ...libra and gemini are good match...wait for some days....
Libra with Gemini

[It’s difficult for both of them to manage their passions. If love makes the earth go round, this couple gives the first incentive. It’s an ideal partnership. Both are passionate and neither of them is jealous or is trying to limit the freedom of the other. They have a lot of common traits of character. This is a wonderful romance and a happy married couple. ]

going home today ...continue on tuesday" .... amma veetula ponnu paaka aahrambichutaanga...ammavuku seetha devi pola marumaghal venumaam after seeing Ram-sita marriage in a tv serial 'ramayanam' .. apu needhaan seetha devi .. i will tell about you soon..Astrology says abt my spouse 'a) romba brilliant girla irupaalam', b) 'oru kathirikaayilla kolambi, poriyal vaipaalam - romba sikanam' ... Hmm let's see... how my mother wish comes true ? how my mother(lord parvathi) gift gets reality ? how my love gets live ?