Lotus Thoughts

Always thinking abt her krishna .. save me krishna...i want to hear her voice krishna...i am not able to be concentrate in my work, without hearing her voice...why did u show her in my life ?? No lunch...how many lunches that i skipped ??... Even if i go to temple, manam saandham aaha maataikudhu...Asking for two year to talk..but she is killing me.... I don't know her friends also, otherwise i could talk to them to know about her....she wants me to suffer, otherwise she would talked to me... I want to live...plz save me... At any point of time, they will terminate my job...end my life too