All attempts failed, I couldn't talk to her to cool my mind. Temple is the only option which will bring calm to my mind.. I asked anu* to talk for me, but she knew this before..I think, lotus told abt me to everyone in her team.. I just want her(lotus) to say kind words. No need to talk anything... but she don't even say this word too... i am cooling my mind with the below manthra's .. This will be equal to a single kind word from her... Krishna !!!!!!!!!
I sent her a story about kindness and starsai, but still she didn't understand the meaning of kindness....
what is Karma ? Answer in below link
1) "Law of nature ticks perfectly like a clock without missing a second."
2) Even Lord Rama had to suffer pains when he took that avatar and was controlled by laws of nature.
3) when we suffer, we must realize that we had planted a sinful seed which is reaping a painful fruit today.
suffering is good...my bad karma will be washed away... Thanks to lotus
ஸித்திர் பவதுமே ஸதா
Hare krishna Hare krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hara rama Rama Rama Hare Hare
குருப் பிரம்மா குரு விஷ்ணு குருதேவோ மஹேஸ்வரா...
குரு சாக்ஷாத் பரப்ரும்மா...தஸ்மை ஸ்ரீ குருவே நமஹ