Wednesday, March 12, 2008


what i expected that was happened...she forwarded and gave complaint...I have compared the sacred lotus flower with her..she is not lotus.. tharumi aayiram porkaasuku aasai patta maadhiri adhihama aasa patuvitten...Parvati, i don't want this lotus....leave me alone... i don't write anymore in this blog

As usual, I went to temple with lotus flowers...She may not be lotus, but i serve lord with lotus flowers..lighted lamps for all gods...She gave complaint, bcoz i said earlier "if u wish give complaint, god is there for me" .. If karunambigai is there in the temple, she will talk to her today

Amma parvati devi, I never talk to her .... she is not at all lotus ... On march 2nd, i told you to see a good bridegroom for her(ap*)so, leave me ..she don't have kindness.

Srimadhi Rani and Krishna, plz take care of her, if she was disturbed... Ask krishna to stop the play.... podhum andha kutti kannan vilayaattu... I will concentrate on my life...your face has the kindness of millions of moons.. you are the mother... I like the smiles of saraswati, kindness of lakshmi(you), love of parvati and voice of ap*

My love is like "Mother Yashodha's love on krishna" ... She is a kid like krishna அவளுக்காக பாடிய பாடல்கள எழுதிய கவிதைகள் ... இதற்கு கிடைத்த பரிசு அவமானம் "Complaint on S* Harrasment"

அன்று, அவள் கண்ணில் பனி துளி கூட கருணை இல்லை ... ஏளனமான பார்வை தான் தென்பட்டது.. போதும் என்னை கரை ஏற்று ஸ்ரீமதி ராதா ராணி.. Training la பார்த்த பெண் அல்ல அவள் ... she is selfish.... I don't know why she is like that ... I should live for me.....Help me god 'lakshmi' to overcome the bad karma ... Ask her to show mercy upon me.

Payback your pastlife's bad karma -- Link

"Baba has said this " Unless there is some
relationship or connection, nobody goes anywhere. If any men or creatures come
to you, do not discourteously drive them away, but receive them well and treat
them with due respect. "

People suffer in relationships at heart, the way
disease like cancer can bring pain to body

"It's an excellent website, which i never seen before, Each and every
word is spiritual.
Venkat raman might be the god's messenger...I don't know how much god played in his life, to mould him like a diamond ;-). These pages should be read by each and every soul to challenge the life"

I am in "payback Phase" .. His life resembles my life a liitle bit ... I should send this link to ap*, so that atleast she realize me... Still, if she didn't realize then she is a stone

Thanks to venkat for his excellent articles ... kind hearted people are living on earth.. Life is an experience to teach/help others

Sai Baba ki jai !!! My obeisances to you

25/03 : on 12th, he pulled me out of the office like a slave ... I don't know what i did to her in previous birth... For that i am getting punishment in this life by her... i was not well today, so i went to shiva temple and asked him to clear bad karma, if anything i had... Then i asked saraswati to show mercy upon me... she has helped ottakoothar(poet), kambar and amaravathi in critical situations, so i asked her to help me..

For palli arai poojai, people take lord shiva in 'pallaku' and come around the temple to palli arai room.. Today, i got a chance to take shiva in 'pallaku' ;-) He has shown mercy upon me. Thanks shiva

I am reading Lord Krishna stories to bring peaceful mind and will be lighting 1008 lamps at lakshmi's feet to show mercy upon me. 10*/1008

***** END of Lotus ******

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Do you have kindness lotus ?

i sent mail yesterday, i didn't go to office today...kal manasu avaluku .... karunai suthamaa kidaiyaadhu... why parvati asked me to have love on her at all instance ? i compared her with srimadhi radha rani... But she don't have kindness.. J also refused to talk to her for me on peronal issues...two yr's back when we went to avvai illam... Each one has to take care of kids... when we left for the day, a girl who has taken care by lotus was crying... Naan andha kulandiyai shamadaana paduthuhiren... she is still crying.. thaamarai aval adhai kandu kollamal selhiraal... she has shown love on that girl, but why she left her alone .. Atleast she should called the teachers and handed over them...ippoludhu ennai ala vaithu vittu selhiraal

I didn't asked lotus about this, bcoz i was not very well known to her

My mother is writing 108 Adihalar mandhir for 108 times to complete within 2 days for me to be calm(108 * 108=11664)...she is doing this for me without knowing the reason...She just know that i had some problem in my project..she don't know about my love,but she is also suffering, if i suffer,feel sad...she understood my mind by my voice

for these 2-1/2 yr's my mom is also suffering bcoz of me,lotus & parvati...why lotus don't have kindness upon me ? she is also women right.. why u make my mother also to suffer ??

on feb 18th 2007, while their parent's called me and scolding, I called them back two times when the line cut's bcoz i gave respect to their call... Now she is not even listen me

I am trying to talk to her, but no way is there ;-(

Surely, she don't reply for that mail, she may fwd/dispose
I called to nortel number, but she didn't talk.... I don't i am going to do my office work ??

why lotus nee pesina enna ???

Thursday, March 06, 2008


On 06th march... This is a special day for lord shiva... About this day
நான்கு காலம் (6.00 p.m to 6.00 a.m)
முதல் சாமம் - பஞ்சகவ்ய அபிசேகம்,
தாமரை அலங்காரம்
இரண்டாம் சாமம்- சர்க்கரை பால் தயிர் நெய் கலந்த பஞ்சாமிர்தம் அபிசேகம் துளசி அலங்காரம்
மூன்றாம் சாமம்- தேன் அபிசேகம் மல்லிகை அலங்காரம்
நான்காம் சாமம்- கரும்புச்சாறு அபிசேகம்

Hey shiva,
When Lord Rama wished to worship you with one thousand lotus flowers, the Divine Mother, to test the devotion of Shri Ram, hid all the flowers at your request.

Today 6th, i am going to worship you with 50 lotus flowers ;-)

விரதம் இருக்கிறேன்,இன்று இரவு முழுதும் கோவிலில் கண் விழித்து இருக்கப் போகிறேன்... ஈசன் உனை தஞ்சம் அடைகிறேன், தாமரையை பேசவை ....

Parvati took severe austerities to win over Shiva...she meditate on shiva without eating anything..She is Aparna, the girl who refuses to eat even a leaf..... like wise i am also thinking lotus always(no food)...

how the name aparna comes to parvati ?


On6th night, I went to temple @7.30p.m with 50 lotus flowers.There was a huge number of people came to the temple..I sat in a place and opened the petals of the lotus flower's one by one chanting shiva name...It's seems like doing archanai to lord shiva with lotus flowers
Each flower reminds him the name aparna 'the lotus'... After complete's the flower work, i just wait for the first pooja...till that time, i was involved in doing little bit service to control the people crowd for shiv dharsan.. onbadhu maniku mudhal kaala poojai aarambithadhu, alangaaram seyum poludhu dhaan shivan aruhe utkaaara idam kidaithadhu... Thaamarai alangaaram mihavum nandraaha irundhadhu, it's exactly the same like the shiva picture which is shown above.. i was excited to see the same form of decoration which i was posted(shiva picture) in the morning..i don't have words to express the beauty of lord shiva with flowers..He accepts the lotus, yes a lotus flower fell down from him to the archanai plate and it came to me.

iravu muludhum naanku kaala poojaikalin abishegam, alanagaram paarthadhu mihavum sandhosamaaha irundhadhu.... It's all bcoz of lotus 'Aparna'. wherever lotus comes,i will be there to serve god for 'Apu'and reminds him

Brahminaaha pirandhirukalam, amma maarhal shiva padalhalai alahaha paaduhiraarhal... i missed a lot...Shiva paadalhal, abisheha narumanam, alangaaram thookathai tholaika seydhathu.... In between gap, i went to saraswati and talked to her as a child

Apu patri ondrum theriyavillai, avaluku amma pidikuma ?? bakthi ullavala ? koviluku selvadhu pidikuma ?? eduvum theriyaadhu ... naan adhiham karpanai seyghiren... theriyavillai, aval gunam eppadi endru...ondru mattum theriyum, avaluku durga endru peyar vaithirukalaam... i like to see 'thiruneer' in girl's forehead, but i never seen this in aparna's forehead ;-(

she talks to all except me in this pain ? i am longing for day's and yr's to hear her voice...not even able to see her name in same-time.

After the last poojai @4.15 a.m, i went back to my home... It's a wonderful night without sleep, but with lord shiva and parvati ;-) Now i am in office@10.00 a.m

Happy Women's day 'Lotus'