பூக்களை வீசுகிறேன்

29th jan, i went to auditorium to find whether she came for the training... i was searching and found that she came....Then i went to office and came back at 7.30 ... By this time, the training was over and she is coming out...i just went near and said 'hai'...She also replied 'hai' .. இதயம் பேச நினைத்தாலும், மனமானது பேச மறுக்கிறது...

திட்டுகிறாள் ...why are u coming behind me ? தூரப்போ

இது தேவையா எனக்கு.... நான் தினமும் அவள் பெயருக்கு அர்ச்சனை செய்கிறேன்... அவளுக்கு மனசாட்சியே இல்லையா...she don't even bother about others feelings...she alone should be safe...even she scolds me like this, i am loving her a lot, bcoz of lord parvati.. I can't even scold her by words bcoz lotus heart is so soft like flower buds and she is a pet of lord saraswati...

Again, i called by her name when she was talking with a girl...அப்புறம் பேசுகிறேன் சொல்லிவிட்டு கிளம்பி விட்டாள்... while leaving, i asked why did u talk to the manager ? She said 'please'.

Then i went to dhandeeswaram temple as usual...பூக்கடையில், பள்ளி அறை பூஜைக்கு இங்க இருக்கிற எல்லா பூவும் வேணும் என்றேன்...என்ன் விசேஷம்? என்று கேட்டார்கள்.. ஒன்றும் இல்லை, மனது சரியில்லை அதனால் தான் என்றேன் ...she gave முல்லை, மல்லிகை,ஸாமந்தி,others (60 முழம்) and 8 lotus flowers(7 pink + 1 white)

Bought all flowers at that shop....i took all these flowers and asked the iyer to decorate the palli arai pooja room....he decorated the room well with all flowers...all the people came for the poojai said that the decoration looks pretty...and asked me 'is that any thing special ?'...i said nothing ... little bit happy in my mind bcoz people looks happy to see this decoration... Atleast i have given hapiness to those minds...My mind said to god that this is bcoz of lotus...even if she scolds me, i can't scold back with words, instead i throw flowers with kind words(அம்மு செல்லம், அப்பு செல்லம், குண்டு மல்லி)

அவள் வார்த்தைகளை வீசினாலும், நான் பூக்களை வீசுகிறேன்

After the poojai, i came back to settle the amount for flower's... there is no flower in the shop, bcoz i have bought all the flowers right... I left some flowers at the shop for the poojai room at my home...she gave few flowers from that to another women who asked for her marriage day,so she said sorry and i said no problem, u could give more flowers to her....then i went home with flowers for saraswati... there, another shocking news was waiting... people are doing anything for money...people loves the one who has money... sweet word(not kind words) comes to you only if you have money... This is kali kaalam.. my mother said that don't be always true, but i can't...

At night, I fell down at steps ... i don't know what she scolds me... where she will be going to complain next.