vaalavidu illa saaghavidu

hey god...are u seeing me ???...i become mad like anything....ehn enna polamba vidura
naan enna paavam panninen, why did u show her to me ???? ellarumn evlo sandhosama irukaanga...all are asking me ...why always sad ???ennala nadika mudiiyale....plz kill me
i don't want this lotus...en atmavayum kondru vidu, illana adhuvaum lotusa ninaithe sethukondirukum....vaalavidu illa sagha vidu...i am in deadlock....Ehn enaku indha dhandane
naan yaarukum thenngu seydhathillaye....nallavana irundhu ellartayum ketta per vaangiten...
thathuvam mattum nalla sollu....(nallavargaluku devarghal kastam kodupaarghal, ehn enil avarhaluku punniyam sera koodathu enbatharkhaagha)

nee dhane sonneh, anbu vaiynu, pinna nee ethuku pesaama iruka....paaasam it's killing me
enna kondru vidu(including aathma)...I know aathma never dies.....plz do that

en aathmavum lotusuku matum dhaan....paavum naan konjam karunai kaatu...nee pesu avalidam, illa enna kollu(including aathma)