white lotus

Bcoz of raining...they didn't pick lotus flowers from the pond for the past 1 week.... luckily yesterday i got two white lotus flowers.....i didn't buy other flowers..... enna santhosam.....can't explain in words...
etho aarvathula nethu mail anupiten...enna seya....to find answer...i know she don't reply.... anupinathukapuram feel panninen..... enaku ava mela kovame vara maataikidhu...evvalo kastapattalum....

innaiku manasu sariya ve illa...it's like zig zag....i will try to happy...be happy...feel... become sad.. As a result--> no food, don't talk with friends
idhu thaan thinamum nadakuthu