who r u for me to understand?

Day: MAY 9th 2006
lotus:who r u for me to understand?
lotus:u r nothing to me y should i understand u?
lotus:......................, i dont want your carrer to get affected bcoz of me

These r the painful words, she said.
how she can able to say this word in just a minute ?.. how much i struggled to enter into my career..
i got shock and nothing said as reply....

ethuku still porumai ya thangittu iruken ellam antha kadavul sonnatha nambi... still believing god !!!!!!!